Wish to find what lies beyond DEATH

An incident which never happened last week has set mind tingling in a dizzy.What if.....These thoughts just keep me occupied for the time that i might end up thinkin that i wish that it would happen for a small time.I want to know what lies on the other side, what is it that still is unknown, what is it that is out there.DEATH is inevitable ,someday somehow it will eventually get to me whether i like it or not.But before that i have this strange want inside that maybe for 5 minutes i wish i could die, i really really do ...if the time could be stretched it is not a problem unless i know i return back, coz there are a lot of things undone here and i don`t intend to leave it that way.I really wish that there could something that happens that would take this life away from from for just a few minutes.....i can only imagine what i might find on the other side, maybe visit a few lost souls, the curiousity that how would your loved ones react to it, maybe find out some truth behind what death actually is, find out if actually there is something call HEAVEN or HELL coz if either one of them is there for me..most probably HELL, then the other one should definitely be there....if there is neither of them, then i guess hell is here, heaven is here, n oderwise....