Whatever

Sometimes i really wonder if people around are actually sensible enough to understand other people`s thoughts n give it a shot or jus damn too bloody adamant to stick to theirs even though deep down inside they know what they are doing is not actually right.Is it lack of knowledge, lack of understanding, lack of refusal to accept facts, lack of refusal to let go of the crap that they are holding on to.I really don`t know, but what i know is one thing, am not the guy who gives up or give in to unreasonable stuffs. I refuse to back down, i refuse to just let it happen.I only wished that it was me facing the heat rather than the one facing it, maybe just maybe things would not be the way they are.

Just the realisation that has come with all the stuffs is that....This is an insane world, filled with insane people n i just happen to be in an insane region, with insane beleifs, n insane thoughts that just don die down easily...looks like tha road ahead is bumpy after all, but the destination sure will be a paradise.

Look around

looked around i guess :-P

oh...mai gaaaad

I cant believe my eyes....i have not blogged for many many months now....dr used to b a time when i just used to type in random...can`t believe how busy[Yeah rite] i am....dis years resolution...to fill this page as often as i can...Honest

Look around....

I look around
i see a million people cross my path...i see none next to me
i see people walking hand in hand together....i see none holding mine
i see none with me..
i see none for me..
No one to wait for long hours to turn up...
No one to pamper with gifts...
No one to tag along wherever i go...
No one to to love like never before...

And then again...a thought rises up...........
There might not be anyone next to me, with me, just for me for the moment......
But am privileged enough to have Gem of pals spread over who are more precious than what i want....That puts a smile, a smile saying that u have whatever you need right here with you...so don`t curse yourself for someone who is not with you, but be blessed for all the people who are with you....have been through your good times and worst times and will continue to be so.....My friends ROCK....well so do I :-P
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Till then
It just goes to say that the elusive search still continues for that mysterious one....

Is it gud or bad

I never ever EVVVVERRRR thought some ppl can actually be like me in a lot of ways....Jus goes to say that am not d only crazy idiot in this planet....it feels soooo NICEEEEE.....but din feel so good to actually talk to someone whoz kind of a mirror image in those lot of ways...hehe...DONNO IF TIS GOOD OR BAD....

IRONY

IRONY...it is definitely the word to describe how stuffs go on around. Never even in the faintest of imaginations did i realize that life could begin to get filled up with so much of irony. I mean, the feeling is kinda mind blowing in a way coz really after all of what has happened around, there is this smile that just creeps up on my face with a tinge of not knowing what is exactly going on around. I had this one thought at the back of my head that i will not go n do such and such a thing....jus fearing an experience that did not want to happen. Then i came at crossroads where i had to think about what might be coming my way, is it something that i really want, something that i really need, something that i should be apprehensive about getting.....a lot of such questions came crawling up my mind. But, it was a nice feeling to go along with. Then, it happened all of my questions were answered....the moment i had the answer, a sheepish smile jus lept on me, hiding behind it a possible sorrow but filling it eventually with a moment of being contented knowing that possible worries have been dispelled.....
at the end of it all, i am kinda satisfied to being in the position that i am now and things should just begin to fall in place and all should be well...LIFE ROCKS, but it is one helluva SHITTY place to be in....tis like i just screwed myself with last hope unscrewing myself just having slipped out of the hands....no matter how ironical it might get, things will just keep moving on.

whenever....

Whenever i think of u, i wish the times freeze...Coz i always want to think of u
Whenever i walk , i wish u are my shadow...Coz i always want u to b wid me
Whenever i see, wish ur standing before me...Coz i u r d only one i wanna c
Whenever i dream, i wish u r in my dreams...Coz i don wanna dream of anybody else
Whenever i need to woken, i wish u wake me up...Coz i wanna start my day looking at u
Whenever i laugh, i wish u laugh with me...Coz i wanna share my happiness wid u
For all that i have wished about u ...I wish u wish the same about me

But,
Whenever i cry, i wish u don`t see me cry...Coz i don`t want u to see my sorrows......