Lessons..

There is always a lesson to be learnt form each and every aspect of your day to day life.It might turn up from the least expected part, you might not even know there was something in it for you to take a cue form, but that's how it is, that's how life is ..UNEXPECTED.
Iv been rather amused n sometimes rather confused with the things that go on around.Things that i don`t intend to turn the way they do eventually just inevitable turn up the way they did...reason is pretty obvious n simple...keeping emotions under control is something that i need to learn.I have always been a rugged character, with a kinda over the top temper that i show at things which i never should get pissed off about.But most of the times, when things just don seem to make sense or when things just don`t turn up the way i want them to be i lose it....n its not after some time that i realise that what kind f a dumb fool i have been to have made the same mistake over and over and over.I try my hard not be the person that i don`t want to be....But hey, that's just not the case to be i guess.
most of the times its like i am being the victim of my own temper, of my own rattled up behaviour, a victim of time, a victim of circumstances....being a victim under any situation is just not done i guess....its high time that i stop being the victim, stop being the problem and start being the solution to a problem that i myself have created over and over again.